谢谢特别的你。

是的，选择不看，也就拒绝了伤心。
是的，别无选择时，就闭上眼睛对着天空微笑。
沉默了。搁浅了。

不要现在，昨夜走得太快。

带着期待，缓缓地走向满地荆棘。

跌倒了怎么办？
流血了怎么办？
泪流了怎么办？

人越大，越孤单。
没有谁能陪伴着谁。

祖环，是时候咬紧牙关坚强地走下去了。
在忍一忍，一切都能熬过来的。

相信，明天的太阳会是新的。

闭上眼，慢慢重温一直在的心疼，还有那放不下的割舍。


She didn't want to admit it.It was easier to lie.Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.
Have you ever lived her life, have you ever spent one minute in her shoes?  If you haven't, then tell her why you judge her like you do.
She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.
Behind her smile is a hurting heart.Behind her laugh, she is falling apart.She acts like she doesnt care,despite it hurts..

tom yam~~

yum yum..teary spicy tomyam..~~!! one of my fav ^^ slur slur n finish up the whole bowl..hotie soup made tears welled up in my eyes..but it tasted sweet in my heart..sat side by side n had our recess time in TIGS canteen..once in a blue moon huh??laughter n chatter filled up the air..karyn gonna miss every single moment v u..lets promise we will continue this season of friendship no matter how life brings us to..lets cherish every moment..lets strive for our own future in order not to let ourselves down..believe that nothing can hand us down..Best wishes from karyn to AZ..^^thnx for touching my heart dearie..u know who u r..=) u r the one that i wld brg ur soul v me for the rest of my life..u r my BFF sweetie..i seriously miss u a lot n a lot..miss u god damn much..those sweet memories n dear moments v u brought smile to little karyn..muah!! karyn kinda loves u,AZ..~~^^

cherry best =)

世界不能給我溫暖的時候，我用信心抬起頭。
你豈會不知道我此刻需要。
渴望聽見祢說，“孩子，我知道。擦乾所有眼沒有懼怕。雨後的天空有美麗彩虹"

happiness..

may i have a blissful hols..=))

shape my heart v happiness.
sweep away n turn my back to all the unhappiness.
be determined,karyn ter~~!!!

i am in love again~~!!!yoyoyo~~^^

darkness..

i never thought it would be easy.
coz we both are so distant now.
and the walls are closing in on us,
and we are wondering how.

no one has a solid answer.

but just walking in the dark.
and you can see the look on my faces.
and it tears me apart.

so we fight through the hurt.
and we cry and cry and cry and cry.
and we live and we learn.
and we try and try and try and try.

so it's up to you n it's up to me.
then we meet in the middle onour way back down to Earth.

heavy heart..

i remembered vividly that in my previous blog,i mentioned about attachment n detachment..
with so many people come n go in my life,
i felt a sense of loss n perhaps betrayal..
yeap,i cldnt deny that i am afraid of being attached to another person again.
it broke me once.
it did break me into pieces.
i was too weak to see people leaving me behind.

in some ways,we all have a hole in our roof,a gap through which tears fall n bad events blow like harsh wind. We feel vulnerable;we worry about storm will strike next.

but life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass,its all about learning to dance in the rain.

i should be ashamed of thinking not to attach myself to anyone,not to lay my heart to anyone in which i know i will sacrifice everything to the particular person, not to love n care for anyone whole-heartedly.
i should be blamed for thinking of being cold-blooded.
becoz i know it's goddamn hard for me to leg go,and i wldnt leg go.

i treat everyone sincerely n yet i know not everyone treats me back the same way.
sometimes i do feel disappointed n hurt.
sometimes i am so silly to be upset over it.

this surface attachment has already made me sssoooo painful,
wat if i go on further more??

still,we are human beings..
life is a process of learning..
learn abt people,learn abt environment,learn abt the world.

so we cnt be all alone.
we need someone who know us well enough to enter our world.
be it ur family,bestie or sweetie.
becoz u can know the whole world and still feel lost in it.
without love,we are birds without wings.

take any emotion-love for a person,or grief for ur loss.
if we hold back on the emotions-if we dun allow ourselves to go all the way through them-we can never get to being detached,we are too busy being afraid. We are afraid of the pain,we are afraid of the grief. We are afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. But by throwing ourselves into these emotions,by allowing ourselves to dive in,all the way,over our head even,we experience them fully n completely. We know wat pain is. We know wat love is.

To me,karyn has waited a lifetime for a moment like this.
time will tell everything.
deep down in my heart i know wat kind of life i want.
but i cldnt say it out yet.
Not to anyone. Not the right time.

so many people are in pain-no matter how smart or accomplished-they cry,they yearn,they hurt. But instead of looking down on things,they look up,which is where i shld have been looking,too. Becoz when the world quiets to the sound of ur own breathing,we all want the same things:comfort,love n a peaceful heart.

this short two years in SAMURA are the best ingredients n nutrients that i have ever had before.
i have learnt to stand on my two feet in which to face heartwarming n heartbreaking moments.
i am sure this two years life in SAMURA will shine and leave me forever warmed by its afterglow.

time flies. and we are going to bid farewell to one another very soon. Yeap,every attachment comes with its detachment.
time for us to detach ourselves from one another.

have a little faith..

i was in love with hope but God seemed to take it all away from me..
i yearn,i cry n i hurt..

tears arent enough to wash away all my pain..

look into the room of my heart,
there was too much to bear yet i know tat i cldnt give up no matter wat..
its a wrong-doing if i run away from it..
but it seemed i have ady lost all the faith in myself.

T.T