Sunday, 23 June 2013

So hows my hols so far??

BAHAHAHA hello pals the lazy blogger is finally back!! *bow* :DD


Ah,I'm enjoying my fruitful-great-sweet four months of hols!

Almost two months of summer break is over, I've been back home for more than one month and wat have I been up to? To say nothing is not true, to say meaningless isnt true either, I'd say my hols has been pretty busy yet to be fully utilized. :)


And Yes, the ten months of my pre-uni life has come to an end! assignments,endless tests and quiz,reports,presentations,finals

Well, It's defo a perfect ending! :))

Just a random pic with my best gang in college :D All da laughter n tears we have shared! *God i miss them!!* 

Pre-uni life has been a really fruitful one for me. I've experienced things I've never tried before, feelings I've never felt before, lessons I've never learned before. Bit-by-bit they form the greatest puzzle in my Pre-uni year..


Buh-Buaii my Pre-Uni Life!Kiss You Goodbye muahahahhahah :DD


When you try to let go of something that was once half of your universe, a part of you dies. Or maybe two. Maybe three. But that's okay; there are many parts of you that are still alive.


Oh ya, this simple yet special relationship I have with God is wat keeps me alive everyday esp I was being away from home. It's like an intimate friendship with one that I fully trust and gives my whole heart, it's the faith that He will be there for me thru ups and down, it's the faith that things whether good or bad, are planned by God to make me more worthy. It's about the faith I have in Him. After all the nine-month roller coaster rides in college, I'm really grateful that I finally graduated gracefully with a five flat and full mark for kokurikulum activities :DD wheeeeeeeee!


Of coz not forgetting my loved ones who are always there for me in any circumstances. I really heart them my bitchess esp to Mingxian Szehui Zhizing Cynthia Arifah Farzana Joanne Janice Yeecin etc etc too many of them to be named. Most importantly, I have my supportive woman and yea my family.

Say HI to food bahahahahahax :D


She is my super no 1 woman who cares for me n loves me unconditionally! Dont be envious of us yeepieee :DD

I was once a very playful student and I was merely a bookworm. I joined society and be the president. I sang I acted I played sports. But was forced to change when i was trapped in college. I was an outstanding student and I scored perfectly in assignments and quiz though most of my weekends were spent on good food and great movies! 

Lovely gift given by my lecturer! :)

Was bz distributing many pretty-flowery-trendy brooch to people who mean a lot to me in KMS though finals was ard da corner. Grateful that i hv true frens n caring lecturers who really care for me, and willing to help me out when i faced some obstacles in da college. Also, a big thank to my woman who sent me encouragement txts every day without fail. Yea, my pre-uni life aint that smooth-sailing and i spent countless nites crying to my loved ones telling them i wanna give up. But they are the ones who kept me going there in KMS. Ah, enough said, I'm still glad that im a blessed child of God :D

My whole family did come and visit me. My woman visitted me and bought me emergency food pack since she knows very well I cant live without food yeeepieee! Lastly,I was da president in organizing a one day trip to UKM. Went thru many hassles but wat matters most is I gained my leadership skill and it will definitely be useful when i enroll in University.

Every step I take, It's pretty amazing! :D



Memories stay forever.

Monday, 6 May 2013

Bid Goodbye....

Overall I would say, time really flies no matter whether ur day is good or bad. 


When ur day is blue, count ur blessing n do something tat will make u feel good. 

Okay this is the best-slurpy-juicy Pan Mee i have ever had in my life wheeeee :D


Awwww I'm so blissful to have such a heartwarming dinner  after hours of mugging! :D





Wong Poh Restaurant serves fantastic-yummeh-juicy crab dishes with reasonable prices. The flavour was too great with the fresh sweetness goodness from the crab pieces! :D

The best signature creamy butter crab!



The sweet and creamy sauce was a delight to be mopped up with deep-fried-crispy mantous wheeee!


I really enjoy the moments when my love and I are slowly enjoying digging into the yummeh crabs. Awwww It's fingers-licking-good! :DD



Tuesday, 19 February 2013

Hapie 19th bday..◐▂◐

With so many great n amazing people in my life, i know i can live gracefully on my own pace now.


Welcome my brand new 19th year after all the rollar coaster rides last year!:DD

Had a simple yet heartwarming CNY celebration this year with fam n relatives n frens...it's short but its pretty enjoyable for me coz I met some new people n I learned a lot frm them..


Life is simply too difficult to live..no formulae were given n we muz learn to find our own solutions. I'm getting used slowly to da fact tat growing up brings a lot of pain n loneliness. But I'm grateful tat i always have people out there who actually care for me..I have so many people to count on whenever i face probs etc...


when u find ur life now is in any misfortune circumstances, TAKE HEART..tell urself tat this is juz a phase to brg u frm where u are now to where u are going to be...


Karyn, u know how u wanna lead ur life. Karyn can make her life more meaningful more colourful which is different frm the othersss. LIVE YOUR LIFE!


was given a small surprise by my three cute babes in KMS on my bday eve...n received many calls n txts after 12am plus with so many firecrackers in banting!,-) hapie bday to Me!!!⊙▽⊙

Sunday, 18 November 2012

Smile...=)

they perk me up....


Life has not been easy for me.....but this photo can put a smile on my face....simply becoz  they existed in my life.....nothing has changed...neither u nor me....


Friday, 16 November 2012

Life-ING

Wat's the point for me to share my pain n sadness with everyone ard me?


Ever since i have been keeping all to myself. I dun talk much now. So low profile Mmmmm...


I know i know there are people out there who understand my feelings like my family. But what can they do? Things aint changing n Life still goes on. No matter how many tears i have shed, No matter how depressed i have gone thru, I'm still alone. ALL ALONE with no one here for me. 


Where is the bubbly n cheerful Karyn? The blues that God sent to me has somehow defeated me. 

What if i say i wanna GIVE UP??....




I MISS THEM SO BADLY! :(


Saturday, 25 August 2012

Tuesday, 21 August 2012

activated...:D

shall active back my lovely blog....my promise....

maybe God has some plans for me...maybe leo cynthia n i share the same feelings...whenever i feel like im the loneliest one, i think of them who are suffering just like me too..perhaps i got them wrong..but i could feel that we FEEL so alone...
still, i cant open my hearts to frens in KMS...i have shut myself down...i have nvr been this way before n first time ever in my life i cried so much..tears were so bitter...i suck everything up n keep everything to myself...yea,NOT the same anymore...suffocated...
people can juz be so FAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i muz learn to protect myself...life can be so simple when i live my own life in KMS....
my heart doesnt fail me , my pain doesnt desert me....
im living for who im...
when we grow older, we get more lonely...tats why high school frens shall always be my lifelong frens...

those who fall the hardest,they shall bounce back the highest =)