Have a Break, Have a Blog Post!

Ah Hua Bakchookmeeee with the babes after badminton games weeyyy!:D

After all the rushing of assignments and the tiring of myself, I really relaxed myself during hols. Oh God, the study mood have to be ON! :/

When Life gets stormy, I hope I have the ability to cope. I hope I can be strong, be tough, even though there will be forever-endless difficulties, I must walk through it with my determination in the midst of hardships. Because Life is actually my own Life.

Tired! But hey, you know you can do it Karyn! >:D And...That's all for now. HAHA Sorry but I really really needa get back to work on my Oral Biology minitest! Ciao!:P

YOLO! ;D

Baby was here!:D Dim sum-ing with her at Axian Dim Sum Restaurant!;)

I was pretty down for a few days and was really wondering...

Am I living my life right?

I had always been sure of what I want and how I want my life to be. I'm the kind of girl who's always proud of my life, for God granted me with so many amazing people and wonderful things happening in my life. All of them means a lot to me, and I truly appreciate them.

Since young, I'm a pretty stubborn person and I blame my gene for that, for my dad and my siblings are that way too. If I think what I want to do is right, I'll insist to do it regardless of how others think about it. I'll strive hard for what I yearn for and it's really hard to persuade me to give up. Well, some of the things I do might be socially accepted and some might not, I know I will be judged by others for doing so but still I do them. It's just how things worked for me. For I feel that as long as I know my limit and take good care of myself, I am doing fine. However, my stubbornness did lead me to some mistakes. Like I said earlier, I was pretty down for a while and was trying to figure out what's exactly on my mind. Maybe this or maybe that?

Trust me, it's all these 'maybes' and 'whys' that almost got me into depression. I had been thinking too much of the negativity. It was all these mindsets that drove me into believe that I was such a loser.

I believe there is a part of your life, that you have to choose between 'what others think is right' and 'what I think is right'. And for me, thinking that no matter what I choose to do, people will still judge me; I decided to still go on with what I want - live my life to the max. #YOLO

I've never been the kinda girl who gives up everything for the sake of good grades. Even though I know it matters a lot for my future and those around me, I don't want to just stay in my room or library with books and knowledge all my life. I want to open up my eyes to see the world as God created. The variety of places, cultures, lifestyles and lives that can give me more inspiration to pray harder to live on. I was pessimistic about my new dental life here in university, my new course mates and the workloads are driving me nuts. But now, after the heart-to-heart talk with my woman, I see myself being realistic in a way it makes me appreciate more on whatever thing I have today. Even with all these mistakes I committed, with all anger and unhappiness, I no longer feel guilt.

#Throwback!:D

Monday means a lot to me, It was a great day for me to hang out with the woman. After my IO graduation on 2 Nov 2013, I was over the moon but at the same time, I thought it's going to be hard for me to adjust back my daily routine in university again. Who can I seek for help when I'm in trouble? To whom I can talk to here except my roomie? So many unknowns came across my mind and I was so depressed. But all is well now. I wanna be myself, and I wanna hold on to my own principles. :)

TA-DAAAA my woman brought me to Jogoya Buffet Restaurant, Starhill Gallery to celebrate my new life?:P Yessshhh, It's Jogoya ohhhmeeegeeeeee!:D

Quote from my Facebook status:  Call me a lucky bastard, been spending more than two hours here with this woman!:DD Enjoying the freshly caught sashimi and gigantic oysters to seafood crabby hotpot to uncountable pieces of unagi and sushi to variety of desserts till New Zealand Natural and Haagen Dazs Ice Cream and with ohhhhmegeeeee tonnesss to go!:P

See how happy I'm!:P Whhheeeee I'm blessed. :*)

I still can't believe I'm dining in Jogoya!:P

The Gigantic Oyster and the King Prawn, so juicy and fresh!:P

A variety of fresh Sashimi yooz!:DD

My all time fave - super Giant oyster whhheeee!:D

Do they take your breath away?;D

Tom Yum Crabby Seafood ohh crab ohhh seafood~

Cakessssss Dessertss sweet teeth!:P

Haagen Dazs and New Zealand Natural Ice Creammmm! I swear I've been craving for ice cream!:P

Dessert time - Say Buh-Bye too all unhappiness!

Cookiesss!;)

Ah, enough of flooding my post with food photos. LOL forgive me, I'm just too excited to share my Jogoya experience here. ;D

Baby, thanks for being such a great listener and thanks for bringing the old me back. I was lost but you never give up on me. Your love and your care makes me realize how foolish I was, and how I was blindfolded by the new people and environment.

I hope she puts on her weight but not me. :D