我想念她的拥抱，我想念她的耳朵。
对不起，我失控了，我真的想念了。
Leo n Kaixin, i miss you n truly i do...simply becoz u understand wat im going thru now...even though i nvr said a word to u, i juz know u have the ability to feel how i feel rite now...slept together n lived together for two years wasnt a joke, but it gave us the needed time to understand one another so so well...samura doesnt have much chinese n tats why we can be so closed...even Leo when u start ur new chapter in Taylor next month, i bet u will nvr find back the ways we spent in samura...
i miss your hugs, Leo...n i really wish u can hug me now...with ur boney n skinny body, though....rmb the time at KFC in K-mall??i broke down n u knew how i felt...the fear of losing someone whom I love so so much...
Kaixin dear, i feel so so lost n alone now...tears cant tell how much pain im in now...it juz cut thru me n im so vulnerable now...my heart is bleeding n it really pains me so so much...why God has to be so cruel to me??i dun pray now...i am not a Servant to Him now...
perhaps time n distance have changed us...n perhaps you two cant feel the pain in me anymore n in fact, find me annoying n ridiculous..but juz deep in my heart, i believe our sister-ship can withstand time n distance...FEEL ME BACK n tell me wat im supposed to do to get back on my feet again...i dun wanna live in fear n i dun wanna c the most important person in my life suffering alone there...take my heart out of my chest n END THIS SUFFERING plsssss....
Sorie, im so imperfect n i need to put down my mask of being strong rite now...I REALLY NEED BOTH OF YOU...in front of u two, i can freely be a weak coward n bad person......................
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again
