Thursday, 29 September 2011

come n go..

Over the course of an average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin, some weave their way through your life and disapear forever.
But every once and awhile someone comes along who earns a permanent spot in your heart.

Friday, 16 September 2011

inner strength..

feel safe to sleep tight every nite.

no one can hand me down.
nobody can break me down.

i believe so.

during nite time,all hell breaks loose,
tears streamed down my cheecks as i drifted off to sleep.
it was when all my sadness,anger and disappointment engulfed me.
it was when my sodden depth despair brought cries n nightmares to me.

but my inner strength seemed to have taken away my tears n sadness.
the special three parts tat i have owned seemed to have brought me out of the darkness n again put smiles on my face.
now light have come to me and i realize tat everything is so beautiful in my life.

karyn is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

Sunday, 4 September 2011

babbling with a sick mind..

i guess all things in life have a limit to their capacity. Maybe it's just me but it seems that we tend to hold back and retain wat we want to give out in the first place. The common fear of giving out too much which incurs counter-rxn has anchored its permanent place within us all along. The fear of baring out hearts, the fear of others' perspective on us, the fear of rejection.

And that's the reason why we often find ourselves in loneliness. Becoz our unreasonably timidness forbids us frm stepping out, and our chances of attaining true happiness are swept away. Some say the courage of being rejected is the price we need to pay, but some of us cannot afford it. Vulnerability? Cowardice? Over self-protection?

There are times when we really give out and regret later on. We havent got the results we want to see and produce counter-effect in some cases. Expectation on our actions and their consequences dont always see each other eye to eye. That's when we sulk and want so badly things to turn out otherwise.

regret starts to fill my aching heart.

prayer leads me out of the dark.
the darkest hour is just before the dawn.
i shall believe God has his own plans for me, and he shall answer my prayer......

karyn must pick herself up,dust herself off,and begin again her life in SAMURA.

wipe away ur tears becoz the faith is inside u now.
feel the WHOLE of it..