I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
i read a status just now: ears, if put together,is shaped like a heart. Ears are the extension of the heart.so if you know how to listen,u know how to love.
thnx dearie for lending me ur ears..
thnx for ur love n care when i had broken down..
thnx for ur support when i was so down tat almost drove me mad.
thnx for letting me crying on ur shoulder for so many hours.
it did let THEM go. =))
yea,we cldnt stop anything frm happening,such as betrayal which is goddamn sucks for me, but lets take it as lessons in life..
it's part n parcel of life.
i must admit tat i have changed.
from better to worse.
in front of u,
i m who i m.
i let u see how evil i m,i show u the shape of my heart.
i m born to be SOMEBODY.
but u listen to me all the time,u really really understand me all the time.
i m not saying tat i m perfect,
but at least i cld figure things out rationally.
i may face a quandary,doubt or even issue now.
Go beyond the superficial for the kind of change i want n deserve.
when the hour has truly come,
so too has come a moment where from somewhere within myself in which i find a person or resource tat i can draw on.
it will not let me down n by then i will be deeply touched by the way the difficult issue eventually resolve themselves with almost magical ease.Just believe my natural entitlement.
u guys may find the darkness of karyn now.
but I M NOT AS FAKE AS U GUYS.!!!
at least my consious is always clear.
sorry to say to gals in muar,
we have taken things for granted.
we are not being honest to one another.
we are lying to our own selves.
we are losing our soul.
we are not believing but doubting one another.
we seldom be frank abt our feelings.
......>>>
we are fading away our friendship.
back to home,i realize how scary n miserable weeks tat i have gone through.
doubled-faces friends n the true colour of them.
a friend in need is a friend indeed.
